Mejojac's Memos

The Secret
I have a secret. It's my blog. I have not told any of my friends or family that I am doing this. My dh doesn't know. Not that it's some big secret. It's not like I'm writing anything bad or posting pictures that I shouldn't be (not that I have any pictures like that anyway). I'm not sure why I don't want to tell them. Maybe I'm afraid that they will think I'm silly. And in a way, I am. I write about marshmallow peeps on here! Can it get sillier than that? Well, I'm sure it can, but that's for another blog entry. Maybe I'm worried that they will be critical. Of course, I've never worried about that before. I already know that they think I'm weird, so that's not an issue. Perhaps I have some Freudian fear of rejection. If they don't like what I write, that must mean that they don't like me. But really, I think it's just fun to have a little secret. There's a little thrill about knowing something that others don't. It gives me something to look forward to each day. Something that is just mine. My spot. So, I'm going to keep my little secret for a little longer. Maybe someday I'll share my writings with them. But, till then, I have a secret!